A Home Birth within a Hospital

A Home Birth within a Hospital

On July 29th 2007 seated in my doctor’s office holding my husband Paul’s hand tightly, we received the news that we were expecting.  I met the wonderful news with tears of Joy, amazement, and tears of fear.  This was indeed a miracle pregnancy and a miracle baby.  Only a year before in June of 2006 my Husband and junior high …

Journey of healing

The journey of my pregnancy and birth with my third child was one of anticipation, joy, excitement, grief, anxiety, fear, and most of all healing. I became pregnant for the fourth time in May 2008, three months after our second daughter, Gabrielle, was stillborn at 26 weeks gestation.   She had a chromosomal condition known as Turner’s syndrome which meant …

The True Strength of a Man

The True Strength of a Man

Almost five years have passed since I learned the true meaning of helplessness.  An evening that started with a romantic comedy and some popcorn quickly turned into an emotional prizefight in which I was being battered.  Learned instincts tell men to fight back in these types of situations, but there was no opponent to be seen.  My inability to fight …